The Story…
Brighde sat across from her grandfather. A warm fire crackled in the background as a cool evening breeze blew across the barren, rubble strewn remnants of what had been one of the largest battlefields of the Caldari-Gellante War. On a distant rise, an aged Caldari shuttle was silhouetted against one of the twin moons of Caldari Prime.
A strand of Brighde’s strawberry blonde hair blew across her cheek, its color a strong contrast to her dark skin. The color of her hair was, in itself, telling of her French heritage on her mother’s side – going all the way back to the human settlement on Tau Ceti, before they became known as the Gallante. Her dark skin on the other hand, that told her of her fathers heritage every time she looked in the mirror. It was a heritage that traced itself across the centuries, long before the human ever came to the place they called “New
Eden” The name itself seemed ludicrous to her – New Eden. Some Eden, she thought to herself. After the collapse of the worm hole that brought them here centuries of war and blight flew across the galaxy; racing the progress of the remnants of humanity to what seemed would be their ultimate extinction.
Across from her the fire played a rhythm of light and shadow on her grandfathers wrinkled face. The crevices of his dark skin, reminded her the cracks in the dry plain on which they now sat. Her grandfather’s white hair told of an age that belied the sharpness of his mind. Her grandfather was the keeper of the oral traditions and the history of her father’s people. Her grandfather carried with him the history of thousands of years, stretching all the way back to the Oglala Sioux of the original Earth.
Grandfather and granddaughter stared into the fire for some time. The younger of the two broke the silence first…
“I miss coming to visit grandma”
Without lifting his eyes from the fire, her grandfather spoke to her in an even tone, as he concentrated on the fire.
“Your grandmother still mourns for the loss of her granddaughter. To her you are a stranger who has the memories of her granddaughter. In the time she will understand. You will always have a home here. With that her grandfather pointed to his own heart. Now, he said pausing, What troubles you young one?”
Her grandfather always knew. It was as if her could read her like a book. He always knew when she was agonizing over some fear. He could always tell what it was before she even spoke. It was a bit spooky, really, she thought.
“But granddad, Brighde continued, the angst now more apparent in her voice, I am right here. How can she mourn me if I am not dead?”
“She doesn’t see it that way daughter. To her, her granddaughter died that day her shuttle was blown up as it was preparing to make the warp jump to the Caldari Navel yards.”
Brighde fell into silence. Her grandfather allowed her, her thoughts, waiting for her to continue.
Brighde like it when granddad called her “daughter” . It reminded her of home – of being raised by two Lakota grandparents who still kept the old ways. At least it felt that way…
“Granddad,” Brighde said at last.
“Yes?”
“Who am I?”
This time her grandfather looked up from the fire, and stared directly into her eyes. He smiled. Then said quietly…
“You are yourself.”
Brighde smiled at her grandfather. “Trying to seem mysterious again are we? Or just tap dancing around the issue?”
Harold Blackwolf, her grandfather, her counsel and her consoler, just smiled back.
“You know what I mean granddad. Am I really Brighde or just…”
Here Brighde stopped herself, struggling with the word.
“…a clone, her grandfather finished for her. It is an evil word to apply to a human being.”
With one hand her grandfather picked up an antler from a deer. With it, he poked some of the rocks that glowed at the heart of the fire. “The rocks look as if they are ready now. Are you?”
“Yes.”
With that Harry Blackwolf lead Brighde to the edge of the circle of light cast by the fire. There at its edge, was what appeared at first to be a small mound of dirt. It was actually a mound form by branches and covered with old tarps. At the front was a small flap of canvas that formed a doorway.
Quietly, reverently, the elder Blackwolf turned to his granddaughter and spoke.
“This is what your people called an “innipi” – a sweatlodge.”
“My people,” Brighde said softly. Then she repeated herself …
“…MY people. What will I find inside?”
“Perhaps peace. Perhaps nothing. Maybe yourself.’